My brother wrote a book called The Life and Times of John Steele:
Mormon Kingdom Builder. It got published quite recently (he has written
many articles and books in his life). His passion for genealogy (begun
when he was about 10 years old) expanded into studying the history of
his ancestors (when you trace your genealogy back to Kronos -which I
think he did tongue in cheek- you've got to branch out). Now, my brother
doesn't whitewash anything. He thinks the weaknesses make for a more
interesting person. He's also agnostic, so he isn't going to be trying
to get across the idea that the LDS Church is God's only and true
kingdom.
One thing I learned is that John Steele and Catherine
(Campbell) left for America after Joseph Smith Jr. died. I had always
thought they got there a few months before. So, John never heard Joseph
preach against having more than one wife, neither did he experience
Joseph excommunicating as many polygamists as he discovered (my brother
didn't mention that about Joseph; I'm sure he believes Joseph had extra
wives). I'm not going to go into more that the book talks about (but it does
talk about the Mountain Meadows massacre, using info the LDS Church
finally released, so it was more comprehensive than I've previously
read) because I have a different point to make.
I'm about 2/3 of
the way through the book, and it struck me yesterday and last night that
we are the Lamanites in the Book of Mormon. No, not by blood (most of
us), but those of us descended from the Mormon pioneers who followed
Brigham Young out west, laboring under an oppressive regime (though some
refused to obey, and it was apparently common for people to leave when
they'd had enough). This book was a second witness to me (the first
being Passing the Heavenly Gift by Denver C Snuffer) about the
wickedness of our ancestors. They were vile!
And I felt a strong
desire to repent, repent from the false beliefs, from the follies of my
ancestors, from their murders and hypocrisies. Whether directly or
indirectly, they killed the prophets of their time (Hyrum and Joseph),
and wasted no time going against nearly everything Joseph, Hyrum, and
the Book of Mormon preached we should do and be. And I realized that I
was in a situation akin to the wicked Lamanites when Ammon, his
brothers, and their friends opened up the true history, refuting the
whitewashed history the Lamanites had been taught. And, like the
Lamanites, I wanted to cease the tradition. I wanted to discard my
generational sins, I wanted to come to Christ and have all of that -from
the beginning, whenever that was- washed away, washed clean.
We (all
sects who believe the Book of Mormon is our book) are the wicked
Lamanites, but we are also the wicked Nephites because we (having the
Book of Mormon amongst us since its inception) really have no excuse for
our vile behavior: violence, doing in our enemies (or those we judge as
unrighteous, or just plain don't like) thievery, abuse, sexual
predatory behavior, hatred, pride, arrogance, neglect of the poor and
needy, and a host of other sins (the Book or Mormon lists several).
In
the Book of Mormon, I've been reading Samuel the Lamanite's sermon and
prophecies. His prophecies to the Nephites about how they will literally
be destroyed (dead) if they don't repent really hit hard for our
present society. And Samuel told them to repent maybe a dozen times (I
didn't count how many times the word was mentioned in his sermon). Would
to God that I could shout to the skies and be heard before we suffer
the likes of which we have only read about - and some of us may not have ever read about it.
It's our common enemy who seeks for us to be full
of pride and anger, full of fear and self=justification, full of lust
and love of worldly things. This color against that color. Men against women. Women against men. This political party against that political party. This country against that country. Trans against everyone who figures God knew what he was doing. Those who believe in vaccines against those who don't. This against that. Some other thing against it's opposing paradigm.
I fear we haven't much time left. Please,
let us open our hearts to God and realize the precariousness of our
situation. Let us love God above all else, including our sins that we
think are no sins. Let us be open to drop all of our lies! All of our pride! All of our angers and fears! Our peace, safety, and happiness depend upon it - both temporal and spiritual. You and I will be most upset and regretful and living in horror if we don't repent. The scriptures promise it.