Sunday, December 3, 2017

One Heart, One Mind, United in All Things

The real meaning of these words had never sunk in before. Lehi is talking to Laman and Lemuel, and he says:
. . . be determined in one mind and in one heart, united in all things that ye may not come down into captivity, that ye may not be cursed with a sore cursing.
RE 2 Nephi 1, chapter 1, paragraph 3
LDS version 2 Nephi 1 14:21

It appears to me that this verse verifies that in each generation it is God's wish that we avoid captivity and cursing by being of one mind and one heart, united in all things, even if we disagree on some things.

Tuesday, October 10, 2017

Final Post About the Guide

I received a very good forwarded email in which the scripture committee explained more about the Guiding Principles. This was my reply to the friend who forwarded it to me: 

I am fully willing to accept the original. I wish we had been told, plainly, from the beginning that it was an assignment from the Lord to the committee.

I am also willing to accept the one that got 91% of the votes.

I have been willing to accept over and over again. Finally, I was prompted to back off and let the others fight it out. God knows my willingness to accept even something I view as imperfect. I think our repentance will not be complete unless we accept the original document, but I do not see that happening unless a major miracle occurs.

I posted my pleas on my blog and now I have stepped back. I am powerless to stop the confusion or to make anyone calm down enough (be fearless enough) to trust God enough to accept what we already have. The mass of confusion seems to be based on, "Me! Me! Choose mine! I will stop the process. I will put a cog in the works and prevent mutual agreement by my interpretation of the term "mutual agreement" and/or by my insistance that if you don't choose ME, I will refuse to cooperate, and thus keep a Guide from happening until we start being raped, murdered, robbed, and destroyed like those in Nauvoo." 

Yet we forget that by the current definition of mutual consent, God failed, for 1/3 of the hosts of heaven did not consent. Yet, the plan was still implemented, by the mutual consent of those who DID consent.

Friday, September 22, 2017

Prophecy in the first Guiding Principles?

Quite often, over the last couple of months, I have thought of this paragraph in the first version of the Guiding Principles. Ironically, it was one of the things removed in all other versions.

Temporary councils may be formed to carry out initiatives extending in scope outside of fellowships. These should be organized, and run, according to common consent. This means that while men or women may be invited to join, they are given the latitude to determine their level of involvement and should always be free to leave. Above all, agency should be preserved and individuals should be allowed to bring their gifts and talents to the project as they feel directed by the Mind of God. Voluntary participation is necessary in the work of the Lord. Coercing help from friends and loved ones violates the pattern of Heaven and results in hurt and loss [D&C 47]. When beginning an initiative, cast a net widely to allow all who feel so inspired to join. Once formed, take the time to come to an agreement about how the group will be run, make a commitment to see the project through, and then plead for Heaven's guidance and support. If the people in that group will work with an eye single to His glory and the welfare of Zion, rather than their own name and reputation, the Lord can take their weak effort and give it His strength. Once a project has gained momentum, and the group has achieved a shared vision, it is best to refrain from quickly and unwisely adding others who were not inspired to do the work in the first place. Rather, trust in the Lord; a small unified group working with the Lord is more powerful than a thundering crowd.
page 2
Emphasis added.

Perfect document - Imperfect document

I think that when dark spirits whisper to us, they are rarely nefarious. Even if all they can do is cause us to spin our wheels until it is too late, that is enough. It is often very difficult to know if we are listening to one of them, to our own pride/fear, or to the Spirit of God. Here are some of my thoughts on the matter as it relates to the mess we are presently creating for ourselves, taken from an email conversation this morning.

It is very frustrating, to be sure. I don't think any document is or will be without defects.

I think Adrian means well.

What I think is happening is that dark spirits (devils) are among us galore, and they are doing everything they can to prevent us from agreeing on this, even using people's good intentions. If they can keep us from coming together on this until it is too late, and God rejects us, they will have won.

The same pattern has played out over and over again in regards to the Governing Principles, Guiding Principles, and now Guide and Standard. Mutual agreement, then someone (or several someones) come along and either says, I didn't really agree, or they say, I never agreed - and they want to do it a different way, then everything is in an uproar again.

I think Jeff is trying to be agreeable, noncontentious, willing to do anything to try to get people to agree on something. I think that is why he has teamed up with Adrian. I think he is willing to do almost anything if it's possible that we will actually agree.

The reason I support going with the 91% vote we had is because we need to have a stopping point, and that 91% is the most agreement we've had. I doubt it will be much better (I could be wrong; I hope I'm wrong).

We also seem to be woefully lacking in trust in God. He can fix it if we ask Him to. In regards to that, though, there are those who don't want to involve Denver at all, not even to ask him to take a finished product to the Lord, thinking that will violate the Lord's commandment to Denver to not participate. They want to have a random generator choose who should take the finished product to the Lord. I can see all hell breaking loose with that if the person is a nobody like Jeff was.

Before I got your email, I was pouring out my soul to God, begging him to step in and do something for the sake of those of us who are willing to be united. No document will be perfect. The test we failed 3 times, in my opinion, is not "not getting the document right," but in rising up to fight and contend in our pride or fear wanting "my" idea put forth.

I get being afraid of potential abuse of a document. I get thinking that our ideas for something "better" will work. I get being afraid to ask Denver to present our finished (91%) document to the Lord for approval, rejection, or correction. But I think, at some point, our time will run out because this cycle we've been going through for 6 months can realistically continue for decades or even centuries, but I don't think God is giving us decades, let alone a century or two. Nauvoo got 3 1/2 years if I'm remembering correctly, to build a temple. I doubt he is giving us that long for the baby step of agreeing on a little document that he can then approve of or correct.

Thursday, September 21, 2017

Trusting God vs I Want What I Want

There seems to be a pattern with the Guide (which has gone by more than one name). What I see is that each time God's peace reigns, some few stir up in anger and rebellion, wanting "My - My Ideas! My Document!" Rising up and finding fault. 

First, with Jeff. "Who the hell is Jeff Savage?" someone demanded. 

Oh, that's right, "I've got a name here!" Can't have anyone not famous in the movement have a revelation from God. Got to persecute and accuse him.

So, this humble man offered to let others be part of the process. It was spelled out. Fellowships sent representatives. At least twice, unity was achieved, only to be fought against the next day. Finally, on Aug 5th, a document came that was voted on and accepted by 91% of the people. And, yet, there was still disunity, still the "good idea" of let us "seek but do not find" (the ego's mantra), which is what we are doing.

Now, we are to all come up with our pet rocks . . . er . . . theories and ideas, that which our pride and "Me-ness" approves of.

What happened to God? What happened to humility? What happened to the idea that God can be trusted to correct our mistakes and errors? Why is it that we cannot trust God enough to accept the August document, then request that the Lord's current spokesman present it to the Lord for acceptance, rejection, correction?

Do we mistrust God so much? Do we misunderstand what He has asked of us? Or is it that it had never occurred to us that He can fix anything that might be wrong with the document? Is it really so hard, so painful, so difficult, to give up pride and haughtiness and trust that God can correct the August document if it needs correcting?

I would recommend reading this page. It explains it much better than I can - and it probably sounds less angry, though I am not angry, but passionate. I am passionate because I see, and have seen, my willingness to be persuaded and have a document approved by the Lord slip through my fingers over and over and over again. For the apparent reason that none of us can trust God enough to offer Him an imperfect document which He will correct, if necessary.

The important thing is to agree, not to have our own pet statements published.

Tuesday, September 5, 2017

Our Compassionate God

Recently, I was staying in a hotel in Boise, Idaho with a friend. Our room was directly across from the guests' laundry room. On one side of our room were the stairs. On the other was the room of the ladies who had given me a ride to Boise. Sunday morning, my friend left to go home (had pressing business that prevented her from staying the full weekend). That afternoon, the ladies and I were going to meet some people for lunch.

I was in my room, pretty much killing time, when I heard what seemed like a year old baby throwing a fit. I didn't hear adults and supposed they were ignoring the child. A few minutes later, I opened my door to go out and right next to the door, pressed into it, was a two year old toddler, screaming and crying hysterically. I glanced into the laundry room as I picked her up. It was empty. I had felt incredible compassion for the child the moment I'd opened the door, and I told her, "We'll find your mom." She stopped being hysterical, but was still upset. I knocked on the ladies' door, and when I did, the toddler calmed down even more. When the door was opened, I explained what had happened and that I was going to take the child to the office (front desk) to see if they could find her mom. The ladies went with me downstairs and, on the elevator ride, one of them coaxed out of the child that she was two years old (she never spoke the whole time she was with us).

When we got to the front desk, I explained what had happened, and told them it was on the second floor. One of the ladies behind the desk came around and held her arms out to the child. The child hesitated for a nano-second. You could see her deciding if she could trust this person. Then she leaned over and reached out to the lady.

After we got back from lunch, we inquired at the front desk. Was the mom found? The man there had just begun his shift not long before. He said he had not seen the child, but had heard others talking about the incident, and, yes, the mom had been found.

Later that evening, I was talking to God, and he told me, "The child is a sign to you." He told me that the compassion I'd felt for the child was the same compassion he felt for me when I was hysterically scream-crying out to him because of being homeless (or threatened with it), not having enough food to eat, worried about other problems, or just plain having a freak-out attack for no reason that I knew of. He also let me know that just as I had taken immediate steps to solve the toddler's problem when I realized what was happening, so he, also, took steps to alleviate my suffering when I was freaking out.

I am sharing this experience because he told me to. He told me that this compassion he feels toward me is the same compassion he feels toward everyone. Our sincere prayers are always heard, even if we don't see immediate results.

Tuesday, August 29, 2017

Celebrating the 500th year of the Christian Reformation

For all Christians everywhere. This is not a series of lectures for Mormons; it is directed toward those belonging to historic Christianity. There is no charge, no plate will be passed, and no offering will be requested. No one will try to trap you into joining some sect or other. See the link above for the places in which these talks will be held.

Los Angeles, California
​September 21, 2017

Dallas, Texas
​October 19, 2017


Atlanta, Georgia
November 16, 2017

Monday, August 28, 2017

Being a Missionary for the Lord

I have just finished reading a blog post. It is very, very long but the light and knowledge I received from it was very strong, and I feel-very strongly-that I should post a link to it. Please feel free to pass the link along; I'm sure the young man writing the blog would be very willing to edify any and all who can be edified by his post. I would post a synopsis, but the synopsis would be quite long and I could not do justice to what the young man says in his own words.

Saturday, August 19, 2017


It seems to me that God likes 40, 7, and 3 ½. It also seems like God likes to use his messengers as signs to the people (see the Old Testament). He also likes to use heavenly bodies as signs (see Genesis).

I'll jump right into my thoughts. Denver Snuffer was baptized on Sept 10, 1973 (Second Comforter: Conversing with the Lord Through the Veil, page 88). 40 years later, to the day, he was excommunicated (see Lecture 1 in Boise, Idaho, of the 10-lecture circuit that stretched from Sept 2013 to Sept 2014).

His ministry began March 1, 1984 (Second Comforter, pages 104, 200-01). Interesting, I think: 1984. The name of a book about total loss of real freedom to act and be. A story about a man who tried to buck the system. I believe his ministry will either end or change 40 years later. On the exact day of March 1st, 2024? I don't have an opinion on that, though I do think it will be in the spring of that year.

And the moon shall turn to blood
When the moon is eclipsed, it looks blood red. No biggie, except there have been several blood moons on or near Jewish holy days, and even an LDS holy day (Saturday General Conference, April 4, 2015). You can read more about the eclipses and the holy days here and here. And here is a list of all the posts on Bare Record that talk about moon and blood, if you care to peruse it.
From the first link:
. . . the fact that these four blood moons will occur on significant Jewish holy days is not only rare, but significant. The first blood moon will be on Passover on April 15, 2014. There will be another blood moon on the following year on Passover which will be April 4, 2015. The other Jewish Holy Day is the Feast of Tabernacles which is  Oct. 8, 2014. On this day as well, there will be a Blood Moon Eclipse.. and then the following Feast of Tabernacle on Sept. 28, 2015 will be the 4th Blood Moon.
 The sun shall be turned to darkness
There's something interesting about the full eclipse of the sun (August 21, 2017) that goes from the west coast to the east coast of the continental United States. First, it falls on the birthday of "the venerable leader" of the LDS Church. Second, it is the first stroke of an X. The second stroke will come on April 8, 2024 and will begin in Mexico and end in a tiny bit of Canada, crossing the United States in the process.

As you can see below, it marks a giant X over the continental United States (as an aside, God's handwriting is very artistic. The X is not a straight, austere duet of lines but poetic curves). It's as if God will be saying, "I've had enough of your wickedness, rebellion, and nonsense, dearest Gentiles. I'm done. You are no longer a nation. The Gentiles have proven themselves fruit worthy only to be cast out and burned." I suspect it's all quickly downhill from there for us.

Sidenote: It was made known in a conference in St. George, Utah in March 2017 that God was offering another covenant. People will have the opportunity to accept or reject that covenant on Sept 3, 2017. The words of that covenant were given by the Lord in, if I remember correctly, July 2017, and 7 years from that conference is March 2024. Also, 7 years from verbally accepting or rejecting that covenant is Sept 2024.

Spring 2024.  
Denver's 40-year mission is complete. March 1. 
 The X is complete. April 8. 
The covenant is either accepted or rejected by our behavior; the time possibly past, and the country erupts into violence, the like of which has never been seen before. March to Sept.

It will be interesting to see how it all plays out. Maybe, just maybe, this post is not the vain musings of a religious lunatic. I wonder if we should, perhaps, "fear and tremble" and look into our own hearts for pride and rebellion against God, look into our own hearts to see if they are filled with love or with anger/accusation against our fellow beings. Truly, the earth is quickly filling with more violence than it has experienced for a long time. Not too many years from now, I expect, until the whole face of this land is one continual round of murder and bloodshed (see Mormon 8:8) and violence from one end to the other.

Thursday, August 17, 2017

Teach Your Children to Honor God

These are just some random thoughts I'm having. I don't claim to know what I'm talking about.

Teach your children to honor God. How do you do that if, like me, your kids are grown? What does "honor God" mean anyway?

I thought about that, and came up with nothing about a week ago. But, today, something did come to mind. We honor God by loving and forgiving each other. We teach our children to honor God by loving and forgiving them, as well as loving and forgiving all who cross our path.

For example, this latest fiasco in the restorationist movement. A blog post written in haste, accusing Denver, casting aspersions on the new scriptures, raising an alarm about a man no one knows - only to find out that the person writing the blog had her facts wrong. What was wrong with her heart? Nothing? Something? That is only for God to judge. My point in bringing her up is that I, also, have reacted in alarm and anger in my life, saying and doing foolish things that I later regretted, things that did not show charity toward my fellow humans.

Matt Crockett wrote a blog post some time ago, in which he essentially commanded Denver, using God's authority (in vain/erroneously, in my opinion) to be our king. This was because Matt did not know that many of us did not need Denver to be a king, and would resent having one, because we were working with God, even if we listened to and believed every word coming out of Denver's mouth (believing every word is probably not wise, as he is a man and prone to error; I simply used that as an example). I reacted to the post uncharitably. I even emailed Denver, complaining about the post. I was so focused on that part of the post that I did not notice the good things in it.

Here is some insight I have gotten recently (quoted from messages I wrote on Skype to a couple of friends):
I think we each saw different parts. Kind of like the blind men and the elephant. I saw that part and was "offended" that he would command Denver to be my king when I was relishing my freedom from kings, thank you very much! I think I feared that if he was listened to I would be brought back into bondage. I've been in bondage to [exhusband], to the LDS Church, to the school system, to the judicial system, and to the medical system (albeit only when I was young, as far as the medical system goes), and there's no way in hell, on earth, or in heaven I wanted someone to push bondage on me again.
You, having no such issues, saw more expansively. You saw several good things in there that I saw later (after you pointed them out, most likely), but my fear of Matt having the power to force me into bondage to Denver ticked me off, and made me protest.

One of my friends replied:
Yet the bondage would have been of your own choice.
I replied:
But I couldn't see that. In fact, the insight I'm sharing here in regards to my own feelings was something I couldn't clearly see then. But now, today, I can clearly see that it was all my own issues. The problem was me, and whether or not Matt was out of line really made no difference - because, as you say, I still had a choice though I feared that choice would be taken away from me.
My point in sharing all this: We honor God by owning our weaknesses, and ceasing to be offended by others. We honor God, and teach our children to do so, by our willingness to own our offenses and not project them onto others, who are only acting as humans will act. We honor God by our willingness to forgive and to love.

Sunday, July 23, 2017

A Voice of Warning

A friend wrote this below, and is willing for it to be shared. Please share it as you feel led. Thank you.

July 21, 2017
D&C 88: 81 Behold, I sent you out to testify and warn the people, and it becometh every man who hath been warned to warn his neighbor.
I have been warned and it is my duty to warn others. It is not an easy thing to do. I would much rather believe as I choose and let others do so as well. However, the obligation to warn is mine. I really do not want to do this. I have avoided it for many months now. I know it will offend people. Good people that are trying their best to live the gospel, people that have shown love and acceptance to me and my family. People that have pure motives and that give much of their time, talent and resources to serve others and serve the church. I don’t judge anyone or claim to be more righteous than anyone else. I am simply trying to obey the voice of the Lord. It is by His voice that I do this.

It is by the sincere desire to know the gospel and through much prayer and study that I have come to what I know. Joseph Smith taught that knowledge is what saves a man. I took that to heart and became a serious student of the gospel. I know Christ is my Lord and my redeemer. I know he lives. I know the Book of Mormon is true. It took five years of serious study and communion with the Lord to come to the knowledge I have. I don’t expect anyone can understand without that same effort. I don’t blame anyone for not believing what I say. I have no great social standing or any authority that would cause people to respect my opinion.

I know there is much good in the church and that good I embrace. I am thankful for it but all is not well in Zion. We come from a tradition that tells us that all is well and that our salvation is all but assured. But it is the philosophies of men mingled with scripture. It is a powerful tool of deception. It deceives even those with pure intent. As Satan says, it is being received very well. It is so powerful because the truth and light contained in the scriptures is used. People naturally follow after that because of the goodness of those words but like Adam, I do not believe the philosophies of men. Salvation comes from Christ and from Christ alone. He is the way, the only way. What a terrible fate it would be to arrive at the end of life and to find our salvation has not been accomplished.

John 17:3 And this is life eternal, that they might know thee the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom thou hast sent.
You must know God to receive eternal life. Jesus Christ describes this relationship as a marriage. He is the bridegroom. We are to be his bride. This is an intimate relationship. (Who do you know better than your spouse?) In the parable of the wise and foolish virgins, it is those who do not know Christ that are rejected.

JST Matt 25:9 And while they went to buy, the bridegroom came; and they that were ready went in with him to the marriage, and the door was shut.
Matt 25:10 Afterward came also the other virgins, saying, Lord, Lord, open unto us.
Matt 25:11 But he answered and said, Verily, I say unto you, You know me not.

The ten virgins do not represent those who do not believe in Christ or in Christ’s gospel. They are the believers. They are his followers. Christ divides them between those who know him and those who do not. This is not about knowing leaders or following prophets.

Christ wants this close relationship with us. He wants to guide our every step. We can talk with him at any time of the day or night. He is the author of our salvation. It is He that baptizes us with fire so we can hear His voice. All He asks is that we humble ourselves and come unto to Him with a broken heart and contrite spirit. It is that humility that allows us to be taught by Him. If we think we know all we need to know, we do not seek for His voice. If we think we should be following men, we do not seek for His counsel. If we think, all we need to do is listen to the Sunday school lessons or to conference, we do not seek for His voice. He will speak to any of us that will be humble enough to listen. If we listen and obey Him, we can receive our calling and election made sure. This is the path to salvation. If you have not heard the voice of God telling you your calling and election is made sure, then your calling and election is unsure. Your salvation is not assured.

No man should stand between us and Christ. The relationship is between Him and us with no mediator. Christ is the mediator.

Joseph Smith taught the following:

The other Comforter spoken of is a subject of great interest, and perhaps understood by few of this generation. After a person has faith in Christ, repents of his sins, and is baptized for the remission of his sins and receives the Holy Ghost, (by the laying on of hands), which is the first Comforter, then let him continue to humble himself before God, hungering and thirsting after righteousness, and living by every word of God, and the Lord will soon say unto him, Son, thou shalt be exalted.
When the Lord has thoroughly proved him, and finds that the man is determined to serve Him at all hazards, then the man will find his calling and his election made sure, then it will be his privilege to receive the other Comforter, which the Lord hath promised the Saints, as is recorded in the testimony of St. John, in the 14th chapter, from the 12th to the 27th verses
Now what is this other Comforter? It is no more nor less than the Lord Jesus Christ Himself; and this is the sum and substance of the whole matter; that when any man obtains this last Comforter, he will have the personage of Jesus Christ to attend him, or appear unto him from time to time, and even He will manifest the Father unto him, and they will take up their abode with him, and the visions of the heavens will be opened unto him, and the Lord will teach him face to face, and he may have a perfect knowledge of the mysteries of the Kingdom of God; and this is the state and place the ancient Saints arrived at when they had such glorious visions--Isaiah, Ezekiel, John upon the Isle of Patmos, St. Paul in the three heavens, and all the Saints who held communion with the general assembly and Church of the Firstborn.”(The Teachings of the Prophet Joseph Smith-TPJS pg 150).

This is how to know Christ. This is eternal life. Christ is real and he wants you to know Him. This is the fullness of the gospel. Book of Mormon prophecy predicts the Gentiles (us) will reject the fullness of the gospel. (3Nephi 16:10)

Notice it says having a perfect knowledge of the mysteries of God? So why has it been taught within our church to avoid the mysteries? Knowledge saves a man, knowledge of God and God’s mysteries. What is the opposite of that? Alma lets us know.

Alma 12:9 And now Alma began to expound these things unto him, saying: It is given unto many to know the mysteries of God; nevertheless they are laid under a strict command that they shall not impart only according to the portion of his word which he doth grant unto the children of men, according to the heed and diligence which they give unto him.
10 And therefore, he that will harden his heart, the same receiveth the lesser portion of the word; and he that will not harden his heart, to him is given the greater portion of the word, until it is given unto him to know the mysteries of God until he know them in full.
11 And they that will harden their hearts, to them is given the lesser portion of the word until they know nothing concerning his mysteries; and then they are taken captive by the devil, and led by his will down to destruction. Now this is what is meant by the chains of hell.
Those who do not know the mysteries are bound by Satan and led to destruction. This is what it means to be damned. To have a hard heart means, you cannot be taught because you think you know all you need to know. You erect a dam between yourself and God. You will not seek after what he offers and if he sends a messenger, you will not receive him.

The LDS church started off, in Nov 1831 as the only true and living church. By Sep 1832, the church was put under condemnation for taking the Book of Mormon lightly and not living by the principles contained in the book. This condemnation has been upon us for some time now and has not been lifted.

D&C 84:54 And your minds in times past have been darkened because of unbelief, and because you have treated lightly the things you have received—
55 Which vanity and unbelief have brought the whole church under condemnation.
56 And this condemnation resteth upon the children of Zion, even all.
57 And they shall remain under this condemnation until they repent and remember the new covenant, even the Book of Mormon and the former commandments which I have given them, not only to say, but to do according to that which I have written—
We give lip service to the book, and cherry pick a few verses here and there, but only a superficial study of the book is ever employed during church instruction. A closer inspection would reveal our shortcomings. In Alma, chapter one, we read about the teachings of the anti-Christ, Nehor. He teaches that those who minister in and preach the gospel should be popular and they should not labor for their support. He teaches that the laymen should labor for the support of the minsters. Alma calls that practice priestcraft and declares that if it were allowed to continue, it would lead to the total destruction of the people.
Alma teaches the correct principles, which are: No man is to esteem himself better than another. The teacher and student are on equal standing. Those who minister in and preach the gospel are to labor for their own support. All are to gather to hear the word. Then minsters and laymen are to return to their labors.
Although Alma’s system is somewhat employed at the ward level, we have made the top leaders popular. Their pictures are everywhere in church buildings, in homes of members, on the covers of manuals and magazines, on the church website and on the television. (Imagine if Moses came down from Mount Sinai and instead of giving the Ten Commandments started passing out pictures of himself, encouraging everyone to post them in their tents and meeting areas.) The members stand if a leader enters the room. Top leaders testify and teach about each other. Lessons are given that center on the leaders and not Christ. Manuals make leaders the subject being taught instead of Christ. Members are taught to pattern their lives after leaders instead of Christ. Whole sacrament meetings center on leaders, and some meetings only mention Christ in the closing mantra of talks and prayers. We consider top leaders to be better than us. Even church rank in the ward and stake level is viewed as a sign of righteousness or being on a greater standing than others. Top leaders are praised, honored and give themselves generous compensation for the work of preaching and running the church. They do not return to their labors but make a living from preaching the gospel and running the church. True prophets do not lead people to themselves. They teach people how to repent and come unto Christ. They teach people to receive revelation from Christ. True prophets do not take money, worship and praise for their service. They sacrifice to serve. They bow and serve others. They don’t expect others to bow or stand for them.
The praise and honor we give top leaders is a form of worship.
wor·ship (wûr′shĭp) n. 1. a. The reverent love and devotion accorded a deity, an idol, or a sacred object.
This praise and honor we give the brethren rightly belongs to our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and his Father only. They are the only beings worthy of our worship. I have paid close attention to this for a couple of years now and the praise given the brethren is many times more than the praise we give Jesus Christ, our Lord and God, who suffered and died for our salvation. Every man is our fellow servant and not worthy of our worship even if he be a prophet, king or pope. It is hard for us to see this error because most of us have been raised with the tradition of praising and honoring a man we call a prophet and those we call apostles.
D&C 93: 39 And that wicked one cometh and taketh away light and truth, through disobedience, from the children of men, and because of the tradition of their fathers
False traditions are an effective toll of deception. Idolatry is a serious offense to God, one great enough to cause the physical destruction of those who practice it.
The current hierarchy of the church does not operate by the terms of the revelation God gave to Joseph Smith. All one needs to do is read section 107 of the D&C to see that the First Presidency, the Quorum of the Twelve, the Quorum of the Seventies and the Stake High councils were to be equal in authority. This was actually practiced in Joseph’s day and the Quorum of the Twelve had no authority within an organized stake. They only held authority within the mission field and the branches outside of an organized stake.
The body of the priesthood is supposed to pick the members of the First Presidency by vote.
D&C 107: 22 Of the Melchizedek Priesthood, three Presiding High Priests, chosen by the body, appointed and ordained to that office, and upheld by the confidence, faith, and prayer of the church, form a quorum of the Presidency of the Church.
Even Joseph Smith abided by this when he wanted to replace Sidney Rigdon in the First Presidency but his desire to do so was voted down by the body of priesthood holders in the church. There was no dictatorship in Joseph’s day. The church is supposed to run by the common consent of the members. Now, the vote has turned into a test of loyalty instead of the true vote it was intended to be. It is now more like a third world country election, where soldiers with guns ensure you make the correct vote. The vote is made with threat of punishment if you vote incorrectly. This is not a correct principle of the priesthood as there is no power to compel in the priesthood, only to persuade. There is no power to force or threaten obedience contained in the priesthood. Only to bless, serve and persuade. Any leader who would threaten or attempt to coerce obedience says amen to his priesthood. (See D&C 121). Every member has to the right to vote their conscience, without the threat of recourse or punishment. The vote is worthless otherwise. Every member has the right to express their dissatisfaction with the leadership and vote them down if they so desire. It is also taught that to point out a fault in leadership is wrong even if that fault is true. However, this is a false teaching as it is using priesthood to cover sins. (See D&C 121). Every member, no matter how high their priesthood office is subject to same laws and discipline as the lowest among us. There is not supposed to be special treatment for high office. Even Joseph Smith himself subjected himself to this process, something that would never happen today.
D&C 107: 81 There is not any person belonging to the church who is exempt from this council of the church.
82 And inasmuch as a President of the High Priesthood shall transgress, he shall be had in remembrance before the common council of the church, who shall be assisted by twelve counselors of the High Priesthood;
83 And their decision upon his head shall be an end of controversy concerning him.
84 Thus, none shall be exempted from the justice and the laws of God, that all things may be done in order and in solemnity before him, according to truth and righteousness.
Soon after Joseph died, the Twelve rejected the revelation from God on how the church should operate and instead built an organization patterned after the militaries of the world, with orders coming from the general or prophet and everyone in the lower ranks are to obey without question. The First presidency and the Quorum of the Twelve no longer accept common consent of the members. The body of the priesthood no longer chooses the three Presiding High Priests which form the Presidency of the Church. The equality taught by Alma and Joseph Smith is long gone and it seems that the gifts of the spirit associated with the offices are gone as well. We are simply compelled and threatened to give them titles of prophets, seers and revelators even though none of them display any of the gifts which should be manifested by persons with those titles. No revelations, no visions, no thus sayeth the Lord, no translation of ancient records and no new scripture. Perhaps God has withheld these gifts because we do not honor and keep his word. We are taught that they are called by revelation but there is no revelation saying seniority and outliving everyone makes you a prophet. If such revelation exists, that overturns the original revelation, why has it not been revealed? There is even a story passed around about gaining blessings for obeying the prophet, even if he is wrong but that is not what Joseph Smith taught.
We have heard men who hold the priesthood remark, that they would do anything they were told to do by those who presided over them, if they knew it was wrong; but such obedience as this is worse than folly to us; it is slavery in the extreme; and the man who would thus willingly degrade himself should not claim a rank among intelligent beings, until he turns from his folly. A man of God … would despise the idea. Others, in the extreme exercise of their almighty authority have taught that such obedience was necessary, and that no matter what the saints were told to do by their presidents, they should do it without asking any questions. When Elders of Israel will so far indulge in these extreme notions of obedience as to teach them to the people, it is generally because they have it in their minds to do wrong themselves.” (Joeph Smith, Millennial Star, vol.14 #38, pp. 593-595).
The foundation of the church rests upon Joseph Smith. He is the man who communed with Jehovah, face to face. Since his death, no leader of the church has publicly testified of seeing God the Father and Jesus Christ. Joseph Smith proclaimed that he did see them. If he taught falsehoods, then the church was built upon a false foundation and is a false church. His teachings must take primacy. How can we set a revelation from God aside and run the church according to the philosophies of men and remain in God’s favor?
We are also taught the mantra: “Follow the Prophet”. It is the overriding doctrine of the church. We are taught that he cannot lead us astray. However, Joseph Smith did not teach us to depend on a prophet.
President Joseph Smith read the 14th chapter of Ezekiel--said the Lord had declared by the Prophet, that the people should each one stand for himself, and depend on no man or men in that state of corruption of the Jewish church--that righteous persons could only deliver their own souls--applied it to the present state of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints--said if the people departed from the Lord, they must fall--that they were depending on the Prophet, hence were darkened in their minds, in consequence of neglecting the duties devolving upon themselves, envious towards the innocent, while they afflict the virtuous with their shafts of envy”.( TPJS Pg.237.)
The scriptures say, cursed is he that trusts in man.
2Nephi 4: 34 O Lord, I have trusted in thee, and I will trust in thee forever. I will not put my trust in the arm of flesh; for I know that cursed is he that putteth his trust in the arm of flesh. Yea, cursed is he that putteth his trust in man or maketh flesh his arm.
When the members depend on a man they call a prophet, they neglect the responsibility that belongs to them. That responsibility is to gain the spirit and depend on the Lord God. The Book of Mormon teaches us how to do that. This is the only path to salvation:
2 Nephi 31:13 Wherefore, my beloved brethren, I know that if ye shall follow the Son, with full purpose of heart, acting no hypocrisy and no deception before God, but with real intent, repenting of your sins, witnessing unto the Father that ye are willing to take upon you the name of Christ, by baptism—yea, by following your Lord and your Savior down into the water, according to his word, behold, then shall ye receive the Holy Ghost; yea, then cometh the baptism of fire and of the Holy Ghost; and then can ye speak with the tongue of angels, and shout praises unto the Holy One of Israel.
2 Nephi 32: 3 Angels speak by the power of the Holy Ghost; wherefore, they speak the words of Christ. Wherefore, I said unto you, feast upon the words of Christ; for behold, the words of Christ will tell you all things what ye should do.
This is the duty that devolves upon us all and the only and true doctrine of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost, which is one God, without end. Amen. D&C 107 contains instructions for the body of the priesthood to remove the president of the high priesthood or man we call a prophet for transgression. This does not sound like the office of a man who can never lead us astray. All men are flawed and anyone of them can fall from grace. This notion of not being able to lead us astray is no different than the Catholic doctrine of the Pope being infallible. We have now come full circle. Back to where we started from before Joseph Smith.
Chapter 31 of 2 Nephi describes the baptism of fire and the Holy Ghost, a topic barely mentioned in church teachings and if it is mentioned, it is usually described as the laying on of hands. Although it can occur with the laying on of hands, it is something Christ does to us, not man.
3 Nephi 9: 20 And ye shall offer for a sacrifice unto me a broken heart and a contrite spirit. And whoso cometh unto me with a broken heart and a contrite spirit, him will I baptize with fire and with the Holy Ghost, even as the Lamanites, because of their faith in me at the time of their conversion, were baptized with fire and with the Holy Ghost, and they knew it not.
The requirement is a broken heart and contrite spirit. Everyone has equal opportunity to speak with Christ and to come unto him. God is no respecter of persons.
Joseph Smith went to great efforts to restore lost knowledge to us. Much of what he restored and gave to us has been discarded like it was garbage. We have this picture of linear progression from Joseph Smith down to us through a line of living prophets but the true picture is one of ever decreasing knowledge and light. We have lost the connection with the living vine and no new revelation has been given to the church for many years. Revelation to the church is obtained by presenting the words of God to the church and having them vote on it. If the vote is affirmative, it is to be canonized in our scriptures. If this is not done, it is not revelation to the church but something else. Revelation means to reveal. Secret handbooks or anything not presented for a vote is not revelation to the church nor is any member bound to live by it. In 1835, the word of God was presented to the body of the church called the Doctrine and Covenants of the church. The first seventy pages were comprised of the Lectures on Faith. The members voted in the affirmative that it was revelation from God and it was included in our cannon. In 1921, a committee of apostles overturned that decision, without the authority to do so, and removed the lectures on Faith from our cannon. Most members today are unware of this great treasure given to us from God because it is not included in our cannon and is not used as a source for teaching materials. Joseph Smith vouched that it was the word of God. It contains many great truths and defines how the faith to gain eternal life is obtained. In it, we learn that every man is equal before God and has equal right to obtain revelation from him and see his face.
Lecture 3: 23 “But it is also necessary that men should have an idea that he is no respecter of persons; for with the idea of all the other excellencies in his character, and this one wanting, men could not exercise faith in him, because if he were a respecter of persons, they could not tell what their privileges were, nor how far they were authorized to exercise faith in him, or whether they were authorized to do it at all, but all must be confusion; but no sooner are the minds of men made acquainted with the truth on this point, that he is no respecter of persons, than they see that they have authority by faith to lay hold on eternal life the richest boon of heaven, because God is no respecter of persons, and that every man in every nation has an equal privilege.”
We must know the correct attributes of God’s character in order to obtain the faith to lay hold on eternal life. We don’t need to be an important church leader to see Christ or to commune with him. The important attributes of God are listed in the Lectures on Faith. Without knowing them, we cannot have faith, only false belief, no matter how strongly held the belief is. Faith is had in things that are true but not seen. Therefore, belief in things that are false can never be faith.
The Lectures on Faith also teach us that God does not change. Without this knowledge man cannot have faith in God. This notion that doctrine changes from prophet to prophet is a false teaching. We must have the knowledge that what God requires is the same for all generations. That what constitutes salvation for one does so for all. This idea that living prophets trump dead ones is false. God cannot be Adam one day and not be Adam the next. In Brigham Young’s day, people were excommunicated for not agreeing with Brigham that Adam was God. Today, you will be excommunicated for agreeing with Brigham. If a prophet speaks for God, his teachings will be correct, forever. Today’s true prophet cannot be tomorrow’s false one. How can you have faith in God if He is going to change the rules in the middle of the game?
The Lectures on Faith also teach us about the law of sacrifice:
Lecture 6. 7 “Let us here observe, that a religion that does not require the sacrifice of all things, never has power sufficient to produce the faith necessary unto life and salvation; for from the first existence of man, the faith necessary unto the enjoyment of life and salvation never could be obtained without the sacrifice of all earthly things: it was through this sacrifice, and this only, that God has ordained that men should enjoy eternal life; and it is through the medium of the sacrifice of all earthly things, that men do actually know that they are doing the things that are well pleasing in the sight of God. When a man has offered in sacrifice all that he has, for the truth's sake, not even withholding his life, and believing before God that he has been called to make this sacrifice, because he seeks to do his will, he does know most assuredly, that God does and will accept his sacrifice and offering, and that he has not nor will not seek his face in vain. Under these circumstances, then, he can obtain the faith necessary for him to lay hold on eternal life.”
You cannot gain eternal life without the sacrifice of all earthly things. This is the exact opposite of what the church currently teaches. Now, we are taught that the gospel brings us temporary, earthly blessings and eternal blessing both. What did Joseph Smith say about that?
Lecture 6: 8 “It is in vain for persons to fancy to themselves that they are heirs with those, or can be heirs with them, who have offered their all in sacrifice, and by this means obtained faith in God and favor with him so as to obtain eternal life, unless they in like manner offer unto him the same sacrifice, and through that offering obtain the knowledge that they are accepted of him.”
It is vanity to hold to such a belief. When the next council is held in the afterlife, and you are looking for your position, will you seat yourself between Abinadi and Isaiah knowing you sacrificed all things, even unto death to follow God, like they did or will you slink to the back, with your head hung low, knowing you lived a life of comfort and ease?
The teachings of God found in the Lectures on Faith contain many things that are contrary to the current church teachings. I would recommend everyone interested in salvation to study them. Without the knowledge they contain, eternal life cannot be obtained. To believe so is in vain. The scriptures tell us there will be weeping, wailing and gnashing of teeth from those who believe they are God’s elect. The Lectures on Faith teach hard things. Have we rejected the word of God because we prefer the smooth easy things?
Isaiah 30: 9 That this is a rebellious people, lying children, children that will not hear the law of the Lord:
10 Which say to the seers, See not; and to the prophets, Prophesy not unto us right things, speak unto us smooth things, prophesy deceits:
Have we said, enough of the word of God? Take this back and give us easy things?
2 Nephi 28: 29 Wo be unto him that shall say: We have received the word of God, and we need no more of the word of God, for we have enough!
The brethren teach us to stay in the good ship Zion but they no longer even know what Zion is. Zion is a community of equals, with no rich and no poor. They own all things in common and all of them know the Lord. I am not content to stay in the boat. I have stepped out of the boat and on to the water. Christ calls to me as he called to Peter. You might ask if this is dangerous. Yes, it is but less so than staying in the boat. The path to the tree of life is a dangerous one and many are lost in the mist of darkness but staying in the great and spacious building is more dangerous. It is certain to fall as is the ship. To survive one must take the leap of faith and come unto Christ.
All churches built up to get gain will fall.
1Nephi 22: 23 For the time speedily shall come that all churches which are built up to get gain, and all those who are built up to get power over the flesh, and those who are built up to become popular in the eyes of the world, and those who seek the lusts of the flesh and the things of the world, and to do all manner of iniquity; yea, in fine, all those who belong to the kingdom of the devil are they who need fear, and tremble, and quake; they ar`e those who must be brought low in the dust; they are those who must be consumed as stubble; and this is according to the words of the prophet.
The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints is now built up to get gain. With over 100 for profit corporations owned by the church, it is more a business than a church. The legal name of the church is the Corporation of the President of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. Its holdings are worth many billions of dollars. No one outside the very top leadership knows the exact figure. Its assets include, the City Creek mall, which caters to the elite of society. The finest most expensive stores in the world can be found there. The corporation also owns radio and TV stations, an exclusive hunting lodge, office and apartment buildings and two percent of the state of Florida. That is just the tip of the iceberg and some of their more well-known assets. Compare that to Christ who was homeless. (The Sanhedrin had wealth and power).
The Book of Mormon was given to us as a warning for us. Every author writes for his intended audience. We are the ones being warned to repent and what to repent of. Of what value is a warning for people who do not believe the book is true or will never read it? It is only so much wasted paper, gold plates and efforts if it is meant for people who will never read or believe in the book.
Mormon 8: 35 Behold, I speak unto you as if ye were present, and yet ye are not. But behold, Jesus Christ hath shown you unto me, and I know your doing.
36 And I know that ye do walk in the pride of your hearts; and there are none save a few only who do not lift themselves up in the pride of their hearts, unto the wearing of very fine apparel, unto envying, and strifes, and malice, and persecutions, and all manner of iniquities; and your churches, yea, even every one, have become polluted because of the pride of your hearts.
37 For behold, ye do love money, and your substance, and your fine apparel, and the adorning of your churches, more than ye love the poor and the needy, the sick and the afflicted.
There are so many warnings for us in the Book of Mormon that I can only include a small portion of them or make this letter 100s of pages long. The Book of Mormon is scripture for us, right now. In 3 Nephi, Jesus Christ gives the reader a direct commandment:
3 Nephi: 23 .1 And now, behold, I say unto you, that ye ought to search these things. Yea, a commandment I give unto you that ye search these things diligently; for great are the words of Isaiah.
2 For surely he spake as touching all things concerning my people which are of the house of Israel; therefore it must needs be that he must speak also to the Gentiles.
We are the Gentiles spoken of in the Book of Mormon so Isaiah is speaking to us. Christ tells us why we should study Isaiah:
3 And all things that he spake have been and shall be, even according to the words which he spake.
It is because Isaiah not only tells us of what happened in ancient Israel but is telling us what will be and what is happening now. We are left without excuse because the scriptures are full of warnings for us to repent and spell out our sins in detail. Jesus Christ is telling us that Isaiah is scripture for our day. The book of Isaiah has a very dim view of us. It should make us pay attention that so much of Isaiah is in the Book of Mormon. It is there to warn us to repent.
2 Nephi 28: 12 Because of pride, and because of false teachers, and false doctrine, their churches have become corrupted, and their churches are lifted up; because of pride they are puffed up.
13 They rob the poor because of their fine sanctuaries; they rob the poor because of their fine clothing; and they persecute the meek and the poor in heart, because in their pride they are puffed up.
14 They wear stiff necks and high heads; yea, and because of pride, and wickedness, and abominations, and whoredoms, they have all gone astray save it be a few, who are the humble followers of Christ; nevertheless, they are led, that in many instances they do err because they are taught by the precepts of men.
2 Nephi 28: 5 And they deny the power of God, the Holy One of Israel; and they say unto the people: Hearken unto us, and hear ye our precept; for behold there is no God today, for the Lord and the Redeemer hath done his work, and he hath given his power unto men.
Don’t we profess that God has given his power to the brethren? Don’t we claim they hold the keys to salvation?

2Nephi 28: 21 And others will he pacify, and lull them away into carnal security, that they will say: All is well in Zion; yea, Zion prospereth, all is well—and thus the devil cheateth their souls, and leadeth them away carefully down to hell.
Isaiah says, Ephraim will take refuge in lies:
Isaiah 28: 15 Because ye have said, We have made a covenant with death, and with hell are we at agreement; when the overflowing scourge shall pass through, it shall not come unto us: for we have made lies our refuge, and under falsehood have we hid ourselves:
Who is modern Ephraim?
Pride instead of humility, neglect and enslavement of the poor, getting gain by taking advantage of our neighbor, spending vast sums of money on temples, like King Noah did, and on other fancy buildings instead of using that money to help the poor, idol worship which is whoredoms, because we are not faithful to the bridegroom but worship men and money instead. All these are warnings for us.
Perhaps the reason there has been an absence of the greater spiritual gifts is because God put the LDS church under a curse at the time of Joseph’s death. This is in addition to the condemnation that was placed in 1832. The evidence of this curse is right before us, unexamined, in D&C 124. Many of us carry the evidence of our curse with us to church each week where we bear testimony of how lucky and blessed we are. God commanded the saints to build the Nauvoo temple in a timely manner, and to labor with all their might to build it. God said, they could regain what was lost to them, which was the fullness of the priesthood but it could only be done it that temple. This was like a three strikes and you’re out situation for the church because of their previous failures in Kirtland and Missouri. The true story of the early church is one of repeated failure to obey God. The saints could not live consecration in Kirtland or Missouri. God allowed the saints to be persecuted because they would not obey him. Here is revelation God gave to the saints when they were suffering persecutions in both Kirtland and Missouri:
D&C 101: 2. I, the Lord, have suffered the affliction to come upon them, wherewith they have been afflicted, in consequence of their transgressions;
6 Behold, I say unto you, there were jarrings, and contentions, and envyings, and strifes, and lustful and covetous desires among them; therefore by these things they polluted their inheritances.
You cannot disobey God without suffering a loss of blessings. We make it sound as if the law of tithing is just as good and it is no big deal that the early saints failed to live the higher law. What other laws do you think we could ignore and still remain God’s holy, chosen people? The best souls saved for the last days. Perhaps we can’t live the law of chastity any longer. No big deal, God will give us a new law. Maybe he will but we gain our inheritance by living the law of the kingdom we wish to attain.
D&C 88: 22 For he who is not able to abide the law of a celestial kingdom cannot abide a celestial glory.
The early saints failed twice when God gave them an opportunity to try again in Nauvoo. God said, if the temple was completed in time, he would consecrate that spot and make it holy. He would protect the saints and they would not be moved from their place. But if they would not complete the work in time, they would be cursed and driven from Nauvoo. They would be rejected along with their dead. It is quite obvious that the saints were driven from Nauvoo. God did not protect them or keep them in Nauvoo. The temple was never fully finished and only the second story walls were up when Joseph died. Not one stone of the temple remained a top another shortly after they left Nauvoo. First fire, then a tornado destroyed the temple, completely. The saints endured starvation, deaths of children and spouses, loss of homes, possessions and many other hardships. Joseph was taken from them much like Moses was taken from the Israelites for their transgressions and unwillingness to obey God. I believe that much like in Moses’ day, God allowed the Aaronic priesthood to continue with the church but the blessings of the Melchizedek priesthood have not been evident.
D&C 107: 18 The power and authority of the higher, or Melchizedek Priesthood, is to hold the keys of all the spiritual blessings of the church—
19 To have the privilege of receiving the mysteries of the kingdom of heaven, to have the heavens opened unto them, to commune with the general assembly and church of the Firstborn, and to enjoy the communion and presence of God the Father, and Jesus the mediator of the new covenant.
The heavens have been shut up and we have not had the presence of the Father among us although I think, some few have had the presence of Christ among them.
So every year we shoot off fireworks and have a parade to celebrate our cursing. We cannot face our shortcomings so we invent a story about it that makes us heroic. It is human nature to not admit our faults.
God has sent us a prophet to declare the heavens are now open again. We are given a chance to lift the curse. It is much like Israel had to suffer being captive in Babylon for a time before God would call a prophet to lead them back.
There is a pattern found in the scriptures. History always repeats and God sends a prophet to warn the religious to repent. Our day is no different. God has sent a prophet to us. He does not ask for money or worship. He does not ask for authority to compel men. He has warned us to repent of the sins of our generation and not repeat the ones of our predecessors. The sign God requires is for us to be re-baptized, which is another pattern found in scripture. I have listened to that prophet and have been re-baptized in an attempt to follow the Lord and show Him my faithfulness that I do not worship men or put men before God. I do not pay my tithing to the Corporation of the President of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints anymore. I pay a full tithe and pay directly to the poor so that money will not be wasted to adorn that which has no life. I still have many faults and do not claim to be righteous. I beg for God’s mercy and hope he will accept my token of repentance. I invite all to be re-baptized and to show God that you want to turn back to him.
I know most everyone will think I am crazy. That is the price one must pay to obey God. I ask you to consider what Laman and Lemuel said to Nephi:
1 Nephi 22: And we know that the people who were in the land of Jerusalem were a righteous people; for they kept the statutes and judgments of the Lord, and all his commandments, according to the law of Moses; wherefore, we know that they are a righteous people; and our father hath judged them, and hath led us away because we would hearken unto his words; yea, and our brother is like unto him. And after this manner of language did my brethren murmur and complain against us.
It is always the same. The religious people lose their connection to the living vine. God sends a prophet. That prophet is rejected because the people consider themselves righteous. They think their religious tradition and their works make them righteous. The people of Jerusalem were a religious people with a temple, baptism, tithing, scriptures, synagogues and a set of religious authorities, like our general authorities, who could trace their authority to Moses. It was not their lack of adherence to religion that made them apostate but it was their devotion to religion that made them think they didn’t need to repent. They couldn’t conceive that the Lord was displeased with them. We claim to be incapable of repeating the mistakes made in the past. Joseph Smith did not agree with that. He warned, many times that God would find another people if we failed him. We are no different than ancient Israel and the Nephites. We even have a dead sea and a river named Jordan. The Book of Mormon calls us prideful. In 3 Nephi 16:10, it says, we will be the most prideful people on the face of the earth. We call ourselves God’s best generation, held in reserve for the last days. Why, because we keep a portion of the Word of Wisdom and don’t drink or smoke, the advice given to the weakest of the saints? Because we don’t watch R rated movies and don’t cuss? The reality is, we are under curse for the lack of obeying the higher laws and like the people of Moses as part of that curse have been given the law of carnal commandments. (D&C84) It is all hubris and pride. All of us lie in sin.
D&C 49: 20 But it is not given that one man should possess that which is above another, wherefore the world lieth in sin.
It never has been about us. The natural branches are God’s favored people, not the Gentiles. The gospel will go back under their stewardship. Sincere prayer, with deep humility and study of the scriptures will reveal this to you.
I understand that we as church members do many good things. We do much to serve each other and to serve God. I believe God is happy for every good thing we do and for every correct principle we embrace. I believe he supports us and guides us in every step towards him we are willing to take. But, there is much more to be had. More he wants us to do and embrace. He wants us to live a Celestial law so we can abide a Celestial glory.
God is looking for a people that will do his will on earth. He is looking for a people that will set aside their pursuit of money, leisure and entertainment to do his work. The work he wants done is described in 3 Nephi 21. It is to build Zion and gather Israel. He has given us another chance to regain what was lost, the fullness of the priesthood. The spirit has told me the LDS church will never do this work. They are too occupied with building an earthly kingdom of power and wealth. To build Zion would require the leaders to come down and be equal in status with the lay member. It would require the wealthy members to surrender their wealth to the poor and to come down in humility with the poor instead of having pride in their wealth. The traditions within the LDS system are now so entrenched that they cannot be overcome. The idea of equality is so foreign to us but that is what Zion and the Celestial Kingdom is all about. God’s word in the Book of Mormon will be fulfilled. God has said, Zion will be built, Israel gathered and it will be the Gentiles that do this work. I hope to be one chosen to help God do this work. I hope and pray I have the strength to live a Celestial law. I invite you to pray and ponder about the things I have said.

Thomas McCulley.